Bored... i hav waited v long for u ):
sian
tmr is the day le haizzzz
bye bye
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11:34 PM :))
Today
went back to school for MT intensive sian ah...
lucky it ended quite early 12 + -______-
after dat go eat wif my frens
den go fren hse agn
dis time gt 7 ppl go his hse lol hahahaahh
went home found out dat one of my tortoise is gone x(
dono where?
now i oso dono...
haizzzzzz
today v sad oso
my emotion siao siao de...
haizzzzzzz....
v nervous.....
erm..
bye bye..
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9:16 AM :))
MT intensive is bored ):
but after dat ok le
Miss sim giv me a long talk, infront of the class. I was quite embarass, i almost cried, i m out of words. I know everything she say is true, yes i m stuborn. I like to joke around, dis is wat i do. I wan my frens not to be so stressed out. I oso nvr joke 24 hrs........
wat she says woke me up! i tell myself its nvr too late... i noe i m v sad but its juz thde fact, and i noe the truth always hurts! I hav gd frens all around me, caring me giving me limitless of concern, thx! I noe where my weakness is byt i dono wat to do!!! I m so quiet after dat... don even dare to say a ting... My heart is bleeding...
after the long talk i walk home wif YQ we did nt even say anything both of us listening songs... reaching my hse yonglin call, yes i rmb i nid to play bball den walk back agn ):
ply ply ply den swen zhen kip saying i nvr defence and take rebound WTF lor...
at first quite angry....den when last ball yonglin wif the ball i noe he is 'kiaoing' me and i accidentally foul him, i said sry den he say i ply untill v 'smelly' ..... .again.....
after the match huan lin wif a small cake say mdm ang giv use de i go take and all my fren oso den i realise sth is wrong dey are nt eating den all of dem use the cake to smash on my face lor ... my face is filled wif cream even my pants and shirts lol..... thx everyone!!
den we left sch den after dat huan lin take out my bday cake =x OMG!!
i was v touched ... dey sing happy bday song, once again thx!!!.... although we had no knifes to cut the cake everyone juz eat the cake like dat lol. Thanks thanks thankssss!!!!
i eat till all my mouth is cream swen zhen and everybody oso lol
thx team mates and frens!!!! (:
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4:14 AM :))
Today is my birthday at first nt so happy ):
at lunch time go ply bball hurt my thumb so damn pain ):
after MT intensive 5 plus ply bball at sch, chiong for the net ball rim
wei liang went back home wif me come my hse den i bathe hao
jiu go home wif him at yishun
den take cab back woodland -_____-
exp!!!!
went to watch movie,
yonglin, wei liang, gaby, han gui, norman, ding jian.
Thx for acc me xDDDDDDDDD
Credits to those who say happy bday to me(if i miss ur name sry =x)
xinni, siew yi, erra, zixin, yu xuan, angela, shi ni, mak (:, naeem, song jie, zani,jia wei,xue yun,caroline,shirly,sheryl,ivy eng, yi zhen, shi ming,wei yong, joe,gaby, norman,grace,nashirah,yong lin, han gui, huan lin,hwee hian,regine,soo cheng,siti, fika,shi en,alycia,wei liang.Mr billy,Miss sim, Miss chong(MT HOD) den ytd mdm sung oso wish me happy bday (:
To gaby and norman u all say the most happy bday LOL!!!!
Thx guys really appreciate u all (:
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8:46 AM :))
upset ):
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nth to say cant explain how i feel T.T
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6:51 AM :))
Monday
forget to post..
i oso don noe want post wat
haiz saded ):
is a very tired day for me
Tuesday(today)
teacher nvr come
slack at class hahahaha
but v bored
talk and talk and talk and talk and.....
ok nvm
i slept in class =x
haizzz
damn tired leh....
after dat went ah ma hse at yishun
eat mian xian (: thx AH MA~~~
my fren seems happy as he lived yishun and gt my acc lol
went north point but nth de...
go back woodlands
den go fren hse
den do sth special (:
hahahahahahaahahaahhaahhaha
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6:34 AM :))
Today
ermmmmmmmm
all my aunties and deir family going ah ma hse BAO BA CHANG xDDDDDDDD
i tink i m going too later v sian ah
tmr MT intensive sure kna scold lo -.-
haizzzz
i tink i m dying la -_____-!!!!
sian sian today cannot bball le
):
haizzzzzzzzzzzz
to you:
take care urself ah
den...
when u slping tink of me saying gd nite.
=X
Good nite xDDDD
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10:12 PM :))
haiz
its me again
juz nw bball almost had a fite
dat guy oso mad
bball is like dat one still at dere act wu sei
nt happy wif the whole team WTF
haiz .....
i tink i m sick leh haizzzzzzz
sian lor i m stupid la ...... -.-
v bored ah nw.... hse is v dark =x
也许和某个人相卫相依过的很专心可是再也不会爱任何人就像我爱你
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9:29 AM :))
Today
sian went to sch at 8 till 12
sian
i kna the rain
i tink i m sick ...zzzzz
sian
dota lose -.-
dono is fever anot??
sian -.-
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12:21 AM :))
today v sian haizzzz
i dono wat to say anymore...
i super hate him...
dono why
):
err...
if u see dis rmb.. is for u
tday is a tired day
rmb to drink more water
as the weather is v hot
take care yourself ok??
erm....
don tire urself out
go home rest k??
don go out le
if u are slping tink of me i m saying gd nite to u
don worry abt me i m fine...
ok dats all for you coz i dono wat to say le....
ok tday is a v sian day
i re dl WC3
the patch is like super duper long
i go slp its still the same...
i dono why!!!!
going ply bball later
v sian i dono wat to say haiz.....
i dono, i dono, i dono...
i hav all kinds of thoughts tday ):
haizzz
tears hav been squeezing their way out of my eyes
dono everything is wat i wish
nt being me is wat i hope
i wan to be a tree, umbrella, tortoise or air
tree- sheltering u from rain
umbrella-when u hold on to me i will shelter u frm everything
tortoise-i wan to look cute to u don care wat ppl say...
air-dat u nid me to survive
haizzzzzz
i look like a stupid idiot -.-
er.. i m nt a gd guy la
i don wan u to suffer wif me
haiz...
T.T
我不知道该说什么了。。。。
只知道好后悔。
你爱我吗？
我不知道。
很难说有没有想念过你的手，
反正是我已经错过。
我说过最美的爱情叫做回忆。
留下一句话就想逃跑。
不要再为我掉下无辜的眼泪了，
我不想看到你伤心的莫样。
做了那么多，我曾没后悔。
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz ):
I've miss you alot....
i tink i will pose till here coz if i post more i tink i will cry
anyway is the longest post ever ba
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1:38 AM :))
Today
i m stupid v stupid v v stupid lor...
haiz sian la dumb ass me
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6:17 AM :))
Sunday
went ah ma hse den bball
win all xDDDD
ply untill nite
den saw SOMEONE i don quite like
dey are staring at me as if i scared...
haha walk past dem take off my clothes lol xDDDD
after dat went home 10 plus le hahaha
Monday
hav a great quarrel wif my brother
everything my fault ...
he and my mother all say me.
i say i dono oso kna scold.
haiz...
after dat went to jog
first time run so long
thx to my frens who accomapnied me by bicycle
after dat go buy water
den do my sets den bball xDDDD
all lose ):
diff team wif my frens
went home 9 plus
Tuesday
MT intensive till 6 v bored
went home, went out again do MT homework
Wednesday
Haiz...
upset, v upset, v v upset...
dono why haiz....
v sad ...
all my fren all say bad tings
bday coming
my wish is to go to a place where it is v special to me alone ba...
haiz..... :(
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3:50 AM :))
Today haiz v v sian
dota nvr win untill ):
v sian ah haiz
hand still v pain
both hands now ):
haiz no one cares ):
if someone care dat would be better
like smsing me ??
later going bball oso
if i injured again dat would be worst..
but i like bball too much
my hand is now a burden to me...
in order to improve i muz carry on
haiz
studies oso nid to improve, and my tekken too xDDDD
haiz missing her again =x
bye bye off to bball le
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3:38 AM :))
Friday
today is gaby birthday, happy bday xDDD
celebrated she fan bday
brothers rite we all lol xDDD
after dat bball
rain, play in the rain lol v cold =x
after dat chiong to bus stop v cold in the bus =x
injured my wrist ):
nw still v pain
haiz..
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3:12 AM :))
Tuesday
last day of exam le quite happy
went bball
after dat injured my leg ):
v v pain lor
haiz ):
Wednesday
Went cycling wif my fren xDD
ride to sembawang beach den sembawang shopping centre
and is my fren bday
happy bday xDD
went to sun plaza
play tekken xDDD
but lose ):
after dat ride back woodlands
den my fren go home change for bball
den i ride to sembawang agn ... nth much to do
den chiong back juz in time for bball (:
win lots of matches even though i m injured (:
Thursday
haiz after school wen to the MT thing
sian... till 5
i waited for her at the bus stop juz dat she nvr appear ):
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5:55 AM :))
Thursday
V sick ): spent 1/4 of the time using tissue
after dat went bball am i siao???? -.-
Friday
more sick den ytd. oso spend lots of time using tissue and my temp is high =x
oso went bball -.-
Saturday
dono wat to say ):
Sunday
Mother Day
go ah ma hse. yishun 100 plus block
sian ... someone ruin it -.-
first time see ah ma so sad __
cousin slack wif me at bball court share secrets only between me n him xDDD
teach me some fighting move, i will use it to protect my girl even if i noe i will risk my life
first time see him so shagg 3 days nvr slp
almost fite ytd =x
Monday
woke up dono why first ting tink of her... Haiz
dota keep losing ....
sian zzzz
wanna improve lots of tings
tekken christie and hworang
bball
study xDDD
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9:26 PM :))
today is sunday
v bored...
friday win ppl 1v1 in dota he's a fucking noob his nick is nazthepro
LR win DP
haizzzzz exam is making me nervous -,-
saturday i dota oso win
today at causeway my tekken WIN:14 using 12 rnd of christie and 2 rnd of baek first time win so many
today try new hair style ppl say nv nice but i don tink so leh -.-! after dat change back.....
still sad but can do nth
here goes wat i sent to my brother:
I was sad, i knew nth at first. Tings changes fast, faster den wat i could imagine. Back den my world is colourless only wif black and white. At first the taste of love was sweet but now i cant explain, all i could say is worst den bitter. Love is sweet yet bitter. If i ever had the chance to reverse time i definitely would but the problem is i cant. Is my choice to step on the journey of love, i would bear the consequences. I noe i m v sad but it juz couldn't change a ting. U guys noe how i feel even when i say nth... My heart is torn in two, not even the stickyest glue can make dem back. Tears juz came dwn like razor blades, i hav cried but i m not afraid to cry. I noe dat to go on i muz break her my habbit, but can i? Can i say there is no true love in dis world? I always hav dis thought, when we love someone we would cherish dem, but as time goes wont the feeling fade? I really dono ): for now i still confuse.
Thats all the emo stuff for today.
Stay tune next time. -.-!
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5:27 AM :))
