call me DONUT!

2010-01-20T09:23:00.001-08:00

Oo friends will always be friends (:
to all my friends
we know each other as stranger, and now we are friends, we will never part

Firstly we are strangers, who
Really don talk much, then as time pass
It bring us closer, now we had
Endless of fun and someday we might part so lets cherish this
Now and play all
Day long, enjoy all the moment we
Share and remember friends will always be friends
- jianhao (:

ahahhahhaha
nite nite

2010-01-18T18:19:00.000-08:00

sad ):
did the girl told the same thing to a different boy?
sometimes i ask myself am i just angry or sad?
the answer is sad
but for??
probably she doesn't even care
den why do i?
I should just walk away and pretend not to be affected
i wish i was never brought into this place
and someday i promise i will be gone

2010-01-16T20:54:00.001-08:00

omg last few days food poisoning
damn xin ku la ):

2010-01-12T05:31:00.000-08:00

kbox was fun, pool was fun
having pool yesterday and today wa (:
hahahahaha
i really miss her but i guess she has forgotten me le
she is a angel that would fulfill all my dreams

be my valentine girl...

2010-01-08T06:29:00.000-08:00

i think i m dulan, damn dulan, very dulan, very very dulan...
AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
shouldnt be there
see till wat i don like
damn angry ah!
sian
why does this kind of shit always happens to me so many time?
isit my bloody fault?
damn suay man CB
why?
always been hoping to start over again with you
but now.. its further haiz

in that picture i would say that i m truly happy

baby i miss you
don do this to me ):

2010-01-03T01:57:00.000-08:00

today was like so emo
haiz
take lots of pic there
):
i really miss her
when can she be back??
):
baby i miss you, i love you
school start le
muz hao hao study
i will always be there waiting for the day that u would miss me
come back to my hug girl ):

2009-12-31T03:19:00.001-08:00

sian ah
phone spoil..
will be spending new year eve home i suppose -.-
sian
haiz
always last min cancel de sia wTF

a boy loves a girl

We lost our love when i tries to love you more

2009-12-29T04:00:00.000-08:00

the new job was tough or should i say very tough..
there is one person i did really wanna say, i hate him
i cant joke bout him cause i did be racist ):
the tyres are so heavy still ask me faster faster then why i fast still say me what what what..
there are times i really wanna shout at his face and quit at the spot..
hmm sian..
i miss her
|----("^"."^")
| | |
|
<===[ EMO ]===>

|| ||
-- --

2009-12-28T04:25:00.000-08:00

我愛你 but you?
my heart says i need you
but you always seems to disappear suddenly
i wanna hold ur hands
i wanna hug you
i wanna let you know i love you
i wan you to be mine
i wan you to promise that you would love me only
i wan you to know that i would always be with you no matter what
i love you

2009-12-27T07:12:00.001-08:00

Oo
the post time is always wrong the date too...
hmmmm
at first i thought i at her heart
but maybe i am wrong
its with other

time is running
i shall say dis
i love you
come back to me
like the past
i don wan the past to be memory
i wants you back
in my hugs
i would protect you

2009-12-26T20:38:00.000-08:00

i m 80% crazy wa!!
take the love potion away from me
i am falling deeper and deeper in love
wat am i thinking!!!
fuck la cb!!!!! _|_ ('T'.'T') _|_
haiz
the face shows it all
my heart tells me so
why?
i am not getting enough
i need more
come
WTF I M CRAZY

2009-12-24T18:44:00.001-08:00

she ignore me T.T

2009-12-21T06:27:00.000-08:00

do you still remember the things we said
maybe its never important to you
but it is, to me
you would take care of me
i would protect you
i had miss all the time i had with you
you promise not to leave me
but i missing you now
i know that there's nothing i could do to make you stay
i am always the one who is slow
i takes no initiative
i am never good enough for you
i wish i could
i want you to be mine
i had always wanted to you
i had never told you how i really feel
i only says that i am happy
i dont know how i could express my thoughts to you
i had everything written down here
i hope by writing you could understand how i feel
i want you to know all this time without you is miserable
i want you back
i only want you
only you could make me happy
time is running out
and all i could do is to sit down here and writes this
goodbye are the hardest to say
and i really dont wish to say it
can you come back please?
i am alone waiting for you
you had my heart
and i wish i had urs too
come back
i miss you ):

2009-12-20T19:36:00.000-08:00

hmm
going for interview later
i miss my dear so much

) :
) :
T . T

2009-12-18T08:21:00.000-08:00

u are so random...
bball chalet was fun but..
i think i have gastric flu le ):
bad, horrible, terrible

i miss her
u are not there when i needed u the most
i want u here with me now and forEVER

2009-12-15T18:31:00.000-08:00

Its been weeks since we last spoke...
what happen?
what are you thinking?
what had i done?
what can i do?
what should i do?
what must i do?
I am sorry ):

2009-12-15T00:12:00.000-08:00

If i can find the right words to tell her maybe she would stay
someday we might not even see each other again
i will miss you
alot alot alot
i am never good enough to be with you
and maybe i will never be...

2009-12-12T19:42:00.000-08:00

Me wants her
me wants her to stay beside me all the time
me wants to tell her how much i miss her
me wants her with me forever
me wants her to know i am waiting
i could wait forever
i hope one day
she would come back to me..

2009-12-11T20:09:00.000-08:00

me miss her...

regret
tears
fears
sad
heartache

Dont forget me T.T

2009-12-10T05:12:00.001-08:00

now you are gone ):

2009-12-03T07:02:00.000-08:00

today so emo..
went kiddy palace bought one gundam $86 dollars plus wa!! hahaah
went cousin hse after, ply ply ply haha
den tmr nid to work again le haiz

2009-11-29T06:22:00.000-08:00

Hmm
tmr working again... its like everyday for me...
hmm maybe me and my fren will quitting it next week coz we on night shift is like 7 pm - 7 am so cool -__-
had been thinking lots of things during work time haiz

sitting down
thinking how
the way i ignore her
counting down
the days i had not spoken to her
wishing how
we could be together
tears flows down
she's gone now
miss her smile
so wat now?
emotions went wild
missing her
getting hurt
i should stop writing
its not helping
but i m remembering
the days u are caring
all these are juz fucking craps..

2009-11-28T06:02:00.001-08:00

Oo looking forward to the figurines and some gundam wakakakakaka (:
tmr work sian .. byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2009-11-26T17:45:00.000-08:00

Oo YES! no work today xD
later playing bball at 10 haha
hmmm dono afternoon wan do wat ):
yesterday was damn angry wif one girl working dere fucking kpo!!!!
hmm sian maybe tinking of quiting haiz
hoping dat tmr de time would flies or else it would be super boring!!
BYE

2009-11-25T05:59:00.001-08:00

work till so tired now adays..
here pain dere pain..
headache especially finger oso..
WTfook sian...
christmas coming oso get money buy presents to please her (:
hmmm
time pass so slowly while working...
i hav red hair (:
looking to dis friday...
I will never be good enough for her..

第一次看著你就為你心動聰明的我怎能讓你走
第二次看見你我竟然失控是我的錯請你原諒我
第三次看見你想要告訴你我真的愛你是真愛你
第它葫搧菃A 我有些要求希望你能夠安安靜靜的聆聽
一.讓我保護你二.讓我照顧你三.所有的要求不能當作遊戲
?接受這命運五.永遠不分離那最後一個一定要說你願意
Want be your lover want be your man
我只希望給你多一點我只要你開心多一點
Can you be my lover don't wanna be your friend
給你幸福到永遠說你願意給你幸福每一天因為我不是他

haiz ):

2009-11-21T02:52:00.001-08:00

had been working for the past few days..
tired... here pain there pain wTf
works like dad
earns like mad (:
sian no time exercise, somemore always raining...
haiz i m bored now ):

2009-11-14T23:27:00.000-08:00

Oo...
I lied everytime i talk about her,
I cried whenever i think about her,
I fight so hard to get her back,
In the end
I tried forgetting her...

Wat should i say to her??
wish she could be with him happily
BB my girl (:

2009-11-07T06:13:00.000-08:00

Familiar scent of perfume, smile but thats not you
awwwwwww

2009-11-05T21:33:00.000-08:00

time to have fun lo! haahha (:
wings grown half way one more paper den it will be fully grown xD
i love kanon wakeshima xD
hmmm
will be looking for jobs after o
training v hard in terms of fitness (:
bb

2009-11-03T06:39:00.000-08:00

Oo
o will be over soon hahha (:
lol
hmmm sentence of the day
things went wrong and she's gone

sian lol hahaha
bye bye

2009-11-02T06:08:00.000-08:00

hmm 2 more days of O jiu end le
4 nov and 11 nov
ahahh xD
my wings are starting to grow xD
hmmm gonna miss the school and everything when i graduate ):
wrote a poem to Mrs heikal although not so gd but she was touched xD she is my favourite teacher

My favourite teacher that
Really cares about me
So much which made me

Happy and
Everything she do
Is for my good, ever since i
Knew you my english had improve bit by bit
And now i will not be having your
Lesson anymore, so now i am here to thank you for everything you have done.

hahah i can be a poet,i had made poems about frens too xD
hmmm ya gtg le bb xD

2009-10-30T04:50:00.000-07:00

A maths e maths and english ended just like dat..
hmmm all i wanna say now is fuck that bitch _|_ (:
lol a fucking story with the same fucking ending

2009-10-27T04:56:00.000-07:00

hmmm talk about today..
maths was quite ok but i need to be better for tmr paper to cover today's mistake
den hmmm ya bored life
awaiting for the day that o level ends hahaah (:

2009-10-24T05:46:00.001-07:00

hmm o is just 2 more days...
pretty nervous.. but i know i will do it!
i wan everybody to know dat i can although i screw up the science practical..
i need to work hard on my theory paper
aiming 3 A1 hahaha
i wan to thanks my frens for calming me dwn because of the practical lol.
hmmm
i wonder wat my favorite face is doing now?? does she miss me?
or just using sweet words to make me happy?
sometimes she dont even know how she hurt me
and the only thing she could do is minimize the pain but the scar will always remains..
to me she is a flirt... i don even know why i am saying this, i don even know what the fuck i am writing..
sometimes i wish i never knew her but i cant..
although i know she hurts me but what can i do??
sometimes its hard for us to wait around for something dat wont happen, but it is hard for us to stop as those were the things dat we wanted...
she is everything dat i wan but ya i know dat wont happen.. at this moment she might be with some other boy wif a smile on her face... she might be wearing a dress, looking her best to the guy he loves...
bye

2009-10-21T04:33:00.000-07:00

Oo o level coming le
tmr sci practical haahha i will do it!
i will do my best! i will not disappoint all those who support me xD
hmm aiming 3 As for my o yea i will do it (:
recently emotions sucks hhahahahah
but nvm nobody can help me only i can help myself xD
today was oso the last day sitting at the parade square lol
after school take loads of pictures wif all my frens
after o cant see each other le ):
haiz..
hmmm hav i found wat i wanted?
i tot she would be the one, and again it is not...
is it a illusion i always had??
i was too naive..
sometimes i dono wat should i say is it dat i m not gd enough??
or is she?
ppl say dat it would be a waste of time with her ?
but i ignore wat ppl say..
but why is she doing this to me?
hmmm
i guess i have not found those things dat is worth living for
the irony in life is also wat worth living for are actually those worth dying for,...
hmm
bye bye

2009-10-16T21:59:00.000-07:00

Oo.. going to study later on le.. hmmm quite tired these few days
looking forward to the days after O
hmmm hahhahahahahah
my love for her is meaningless lol =(

2009-10-15T23:53:00.000-07:00

hmmm
10 more days le..
today is grad day (: but dont look like one ):
if you call me today, i will say that i am fine but i bet you can tell from the tone of my voice its juz a lie... adapted from deep and meaningless ):

2009-10-12T07:06:00.000-07:00

hmmm
14 more days to O
sian...
if i am gonna die, all i wish is for 3 sec more to tell her i love i hope this 3 sec would be enough...
hmmm gonna sleep le

2009-10-09T03:19:00.001-07:00

feel so stress..
O coming le..
muz jia you!
ahahah

2009-10-03T23:36:00.000-07:00

i m sorry ):

2009-10-03T02:51:00.000-07:00

This sucks! Everything
why i so petty?????
haiz fucked up..

2009-09-28T06:32:00.001-07:00

Not feeling well T.T
my leg v pain T.T
haiz....
i miss her x(

2009-09-27T07:03:00.000-07:00

hmmm
is me again xD
today bored... had been revising chem this few days haiz so weird de some don make sense
sian sian...... i wan someone attention =x
feel so left out... all i could do is laming around with my childish acts...
sian....
i am weird sometimes or should i say everytime...
i am a gemini, i have split personalities sometime, i may be nice to you sometime and cold to you suddenly i dono why =x
haiz
Love is nothing without you...
will tears turns to laughter? which will take away all the fear?
i dono...
i miss her..
goodbye is the last thing i wanna say to her but maybe goodbye is the only thing i could say ):
i wan her to know she is the only girl that could make me sad and happy...
memories of us seems to be fading... ):

2009-09-24T00:40:00.000-07:00

hmmm today..
get back result
ya its damn cui -__-
and i wont teach anyone physics anymore..
haiz
ss and geog just memorise its ok de
hmmmm sian...
need help in chem defineitely...
bye dats all ):

2009-09-20T01:40:00.000-07:00

Today... bored
and hari raya to all those celebrating it de xD
if i am not wrong 37 days to O
wow.. after O i will definitely fly xD
find work den 1st pay buy guitar and a knee guard xD
i wan GUITAR lol

2009-09-11T01:32:00.000-07:00

haiz....
today like idiot walk in and out of sch....
sian ah
hmmmmm
I tink dat she is weird the way she say i love you is juz like saying hello
Sometimes i don really noe wat she is tinking
I get jealous easily but with agreeable reasons definitely..
She is outgoing but just too off...
she can say i love you to someone, a guy especially, and say he is not her boyfriend juz frens, even if that is true, from frens would oso become lovers...
I m selfish, the only thing i wish is juz hoping dat she would only love me
if she can i will definitely make her my one and only too =x
to me she is wat i needed .
i like sicko sia read ppl blog from 2007 to now lol
whole afternoon doing dat instead of memorising the ss notes... haahha
if i die now would i reincarnate to a better life??
i hav already chose the easiest way to die which is eat lots of sleeping pills ahahha sleeping beauty xD
If i am gonna choose between loving her and breathing, i would use my last breath to say i love you...
I would hold her hands and take her with me.... I LOVE YOU (:

She is wat i need...

2009-09-09T06:47:00.000-07:00

seriously this skin sucks...
lazy change...
den the simin dono how to take off... zzz lol
hmmm sentence that means much to me...
If i would to choose between loving you and breathing i will use my last breath to tell u i love you (:
The sun loses it job as you had already brighten up my day =D
Thats all for today hahaha
bored.....
bye bye all
-jianhao

2009-09-06T19:20:00.000-07:00

):

definitely not wat i wanted....

2009-08-31T19:53:00.000-07:00

erm prelim is round the corner -.-!!!
sian.. must jia you (:
and ya, words don mean anything that's why i m not saying anything to you
i hope u understand...

-jianhao

2009-08-31T02:57:00.000-07:00

today acers day
wa v tired although leg haven fully recovered but still get in no.17th
hahaha baika still can run xD
nothing to say le ahhahaahah bye xD

-jianhao

2009-08-30T06:40:00.001-07:00

EMO ):

hav a bad dream ):

i noe she wont care....

-jianhao

2009-08-29T06:02:00.000-07:00

hi x)

last post for the day ...

tired juz came home

hand so pain :( dono why....

wanna say sth romantic xDDDD

no matter how far we are, our heart will always be together ahahahahha xD

-jianhao feeling (:

2009-08-28T20:26:00.000-07:00

tired and restless

aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh

bored oso

sian sia....

later going out to study le -.-

b square (:

2009-08-27T23:31:00.000-07:00

hihi

sian tired......

sentence dat means much to me

its hard to wait around for sth dat you know wont happen but its hard to stop when you know its everything you always wanted

never make someone ur everything as when they are gone we are left wif nothing

The weirdest thing in life i juz realise is the only things worth living for are those worth dying for..

Forgiveness is like giving someone permission to hurt you again

Trying to forget someone u loved is like trying to remember someone u never knew

not afraid to love her but afraid to lose her when i had her ):

haizzzzz......

-jianhao

2009-08-26T07:01:00.001-07:00

bored tired ):

hmmmmmmmm

come back to me ok? baby (:

hahhahah

missing you.....

2009-08-25T06:49:00.000-07:00

sorry ):

its just like serving the best steak the best abalone to a vegetarian

play the best classic music to someone who is deaf

hmmmmmm nvm

haiz....................

2009-08-21T23:49:00.000-07:00

Hmm

i wish she is mine like once before but there is too much obstacles
she say she love me but i don know is it true?
she reminds me of our past, the thing that i planned to forget
we had too much memories T.T
i wanted to protect you but can i?
wanted to be your man but can i?
school days will be over soon... What to do?i don't know
she is the girl that once caught my eye and took my breath
but now ? hmmmm should i look forward and just go on without her?

my leg very pain ahhhhh!

-jianhao

2009-08-20T21:37:00.000-07:00

hmmm

went for jogging 3 times le dis week lol!!

tday rain

make a short poem, here it goes

the rain is pouring,
my heart is sinking,
every drop of the rain
reminds me of the pain
seeing u with another man
really make me mad
what should i say
to make u stay?
what should i do
to make things good?
I am sad
as things are so bad!
You are gone now as the rain stops!

lol...
nothing to do sit in shelter think de
haiz....
wat a day it is, a emo day

having lots of money does not means I am happy
but without money its definitely not happy
I m not happy xD lol

reviving this blog in progress...

changing from the old me to a new me!

2009-08-08T06:50:00.000-07:00

2009-06-08T05:51:00.000-07:00

Today
sian go sch ....
nth to do in class
counted how many 5 cents i had in my wallet
den do u noe how MUCH it was?
i gt 64 5 cents LOL!!!
haha
anyway i m feeling v sad now !!!! ):

2009-06-06T22:52:00.000-07:00

Here to post again juz for my love,

theres only one thing, two do, three words four you and dats i love you

theres only one way, two say those three words dat i will do, i love you

I m lying there all alone to think of something to do, i'll tink of something or anything juz to stop me from tinking of u, but dis is not working out as u are all dat on my mind juz one thought of u will be everything to me. I didnt mean all dis to go as far as it did. I m trying to convince myself dat u are not the one for me but the more i tink the less i believe and the more i wan u here wif me, memories of valentines day will kill me when i m all alone...

I may not noe lots of tings, dono anything, but the ting i noe is i will do wat a true man do dat is protecting u till the day i die and dats wat i'll do, will dis shows how much i love you??

This question is always in my mind, baby do u still love me?

2009-06-06T20:01:00.000-07:00

Night cycling was quite fun only for some parts it isn't -.-
i was not as tired as i thought
and i waste a chance again.. nvm!
sian ):
now so hot again!!!
bye bye

2009-06-05T01:46:00.000-07:00

Today
v bored go sch for so long!!!!
after dat went home
and i m turning to be a viwawaer soon =x
sian !!!!!
at home nth do le
and juz nw suddenly feel feverish hot, yes HOT!!!
and i tink i injured my leg AGAIN!!
going MIA soon??? ya!
k write till here le later gonna bball le lol xDDD
BYE!!

2009-06-04T03:15:00.000-07:00

Today
bored tmr still nid go sch again ):
wa lao i at home nth do
always viwawa
long time bo dota le la
sure become noob lor
T.T
oso dono wan go night cycling anot sian la ):
haizz.....
bye bye

2009-06-03T02:45:00.000-07:00

Today
go sch v v sian ah...
tmr oso nid go sch
today nth to post leh dono why
saded ):
bye my love!

2009-06-01T20:08:00.000-07:00

Today v bored
our one 'month' holiday (to be nice)
its only one week!!! 3 weeks nid go sch sian ah...
today oso v hot...
dis i s wat i wrote for my dear
Every thing dat i do reminds me of you. I still remember wat you say, not wanting to forget dem. My feeling for you has increase day by day... Wat are you actually think, juz leave me alone? The one who love you most, who wish to risk his life for you is me but why do you do dis to me? Missing you more and more when days passes. Its not dat i m ignoring you is juz dat i still love you, i don wan the feeling to be back again, don wish to spoil ur relationship wif him. He loves you lot and i tink you oso like him rite? I don wan to ruin anything. I know i m sad but i rather see you happy. I hav miss the laughter from you. Seeing those soft toys it reminds of our past ): going back to the past is wat i wish but i noe it could not be done... Staring into your picture i can only think back to the past, after seeing you i deleted it, now i don even hav ur picture... Back den all i wan is only you, nothing much. I miss the time when you smile to me, I wan to see you smile. Ya you are smiling but not to me anymore.. I really dono wat to do, I wan to hug you again but I know it cant be done... I dono why i m feeling dis way, I feel sad as our past is always in my head, I really miss those time. How i wish dat things are not happening dis way... I said before the most loving part of our love is the past... You wont see me anymore, bye my dear.. Stay happy too my dear..

I really can be a write le lor...
bye bye (U)

2009-06-01T04:14:00.000-07:00

Sian ah tday T.T
lol went yishun wif fren again lol
sian ah after dat went home...
ytd
went library revise wif jia wei, han gui, ding jian.
den go kfc eat lol hahaha
den i go buy pen
den go library again -___________-
den when library close
went arcade ply like mad lol hahahahaha wif han gui and ding jian
den home den sian again haizzzzzzzzzzzzz...............
going bball le bye bye (:

2009-05-30T23:34:00.000-07:00

Bored... i hav waited v long for u ):
sian
tmr is the day le haizzzz
bye bye

2009-05-30T09:16:00.000-07:00

Today
went back to school for MT intensive sian ah...
lucky it ended quite early 12 + -______-
after dat go eat wif my frens
den go fren hse agn
dis time gt 7 ppl go his hse lol hahahaahh
went home found out dat one of my tortoise is gone x(
dono where?
now i oso dono...
haizzzzzz
today v sad oso
my emotion siao siao de...
haizzzzzzz....
v nervous.....
erm..
bye bye..

2009-05-29T04:14:00.001-07:00

MT intensive is bored ):
but after dat ok le
Miss sim giv me a long talk, infront of the class. I was quite embarass, i almost cried, i m out of words. I know everything she say is true, yes i m stuborn. I like to joke around, dis is wat i do. I wan my frens not to be so stressed out. I oso nvr joke 24 hrs........
wat she says woke me up! i tell myself its nvr too late... i noe i m v sad but its juz thde fact, and i noe the truth always hurts! I hav gd frens all around me, caring me giving me limitless of concern, thx! I noe where my weakness is byt i dono wat to do!!! I m so quiet after dat... don even dare to say a ting... My heart is bleeding...

after the long talk i walk home wif YQ we did nt even say anything both of us listening songs... reaching my hse yonglin call, yes i rmb i nid to play bball den walk back agn ):
ply ply ply den swen zhen kip saying i nvr defence and take rebound WTF lor...
at first quite angry....den when last ball yonglin wif the ball i noe he is 'kiaoing' me and i accidentally foul him, i said sry den he say i ply untill v 'smelly' ..... .again.....

after the match huan lin wif a small cake say mdm ang giv use de i go take and all my fren oso den i realise sth is wrong dey are nt eating den all of dem use the cake to smash on my face lor ... my face is filled wif cream even my pants and shirts lol..... thx everyone!!

den we left sch den after dat huan lin take out my bday cake =x OMG!!
i was v touched ... dey sing happy bday song, once again thx!!!.... although we had no knifes to cut the cake everyone juz eat the cake like dat lol. Thanks thanks thankssss!!!!
i eat till all my mouth is cream swen zhen and everybody oso lol
thx team mates and frens!!!! (:

2009-05-28T08:46:00.000-07:00

Today is my birthday at first nt so happy ):
at lunch time go ply bball hurt my thumb so damn pain ):
after MT intensive 5 plus ply bball at sch, chiong for the net ball rim
wei liang went back home wif me come my hse den i bathe hao
jiu go home wif him at yishun
den take cab back woodland -_____-
exp!!!!
went to watch movie,
yonglin, wei liang, gaby, han gui, norman, ding jian.
Thx for acc me xDDDDDDDDD
Credits to those who say happy bday to me(if i miss ur name sry =x)
xinni, siew yi, erra, zixin, yu xuan, angela, shi ni, mak (:, naeem, song jie, zani,jia wei,xue yun,caroline,shirly,sheryl,ivy eng, yi zhen, shi ming,wei yong, joe,gaby, norman,grace,nashirah,yong lin, han gui, huan lin,hwee hian,regine,soo cheng,siti, fika,shi en,alycia,wei liang.Mr billy,Miss sim, Miss chong(MT HOD) den ytd mdm sung oso wish me happy bday (:

To gaby and norman u all say the most happy bday LOL!!!!
Thx guys really appreciate u all (:

2009-05-27T06:51:00.001-07:00

upset ):
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nth to say cant explain how i feel T.T

2009-05-26T06:34:00.000-07:00

Monday
forget to post..
i oso don noe want post wat
haiz saded ):
is a very tired day for me

Tuesday(today)
teacher nvr come
slack at class hahahaha
but v bored
talk and talk and talk and talk and.....
ok nvm
i slept in class =x
haizzz
damn tired leh....
after dat went ah ma hse at yishun
eat mian xian (: thx AH MA~~~
my fren seems happy as he lived yishun and gt my acc lol
went north point but nth de...
go back woodlands
den go fren hse
den do sth special (:
hahahahahahaahahaahhaahhaha

2009-05-23T22:12:00.000-07:00

Today
ermmmmmmmm
all my aunties and deir family going ah ma hse BAO BA CHANG xDDDDDDDD
i tink i m going too later v sian ah
tmr MT intensive sure kna scold lo -.-
haizzzz
i tink i m dying la -_____-!!!!
sian sian today cannot bball le
):
haizzzzzzzzzzzz
to you:
take care urself ah
den...
when u slping tink of me saying gd nite.
=X
Good nite xDDDD

2009-05-23T09:29:00.000-07:00

haiz
its me again
juz nw bball almost had a fite
dat guy oso mad
bball is like dat one still at dere act wu sei
nt happy wif the whole team WTF
haiz .....
i tink i m sick leh haizzzzzzz

sian lor i m stupid la ...... -.-
v bored ah nw.... hse is v dark =x

也许和某个人相卫相依过的很专心可是再也不会爱任何人就像我爱你

2009-05-23T00:21:00.001-07:00

Today
sian went to sch at 8 till 12
sian
i kna the rain
i tink i m sick ...zzzzz
sian
dota lose -.-
dono is fever anot??
sian -.-

2009-05-22T01:38:00.000-07:00

today v sian haizzzz
i dono wat to say anymore...
i super hate him...
dono why
):
err...
if u see dis rmb.. is for u
tday is a tired day
rmb to drink more water
as the weather is v hot
take care yourself ok??
erm....
don tire urself out
go home rest k??
don go out le
if u are slping tink of me i m saying gd nite to u
don worry abt me i m fine...
ok dats all for you coz i dono wat to say le....
ok tday is a v sian day
i re dl WC3
the patch is like super duper long
i go slp its still the same...
i dono why!!!!
going ply bball later
v sian i dono wat to say haiz.....
i dono, i dono, i dono...
i hav all kinds of thoughts tday ):
haizzz
tears hav been squeezing their way out of my eyes
dono everything is wat i wish
nt being me is wat i hope
i wan to be a tree, umbrella, tortoise or air
tree- sheltering u from rain
umbrella-when u hold on to me i will shelter u frm everything
tortoise-i wan to look cute to u don care wat ppl say...
air-dat u nid me to survive
haizzzzzz
i look like a stupid idiot -.-
er.. i m nt a gd guy la
i don wan u to suffer wif me
haiz...
T.T
我不知道该说什么了。。。。
只知道好后悔。
你爱我吗？
我不知道。
很难说有没有想念过你的手，
反正是我已经错过。
我说过最美的爱情叫做回忆。
留下一句话就想逃跑。
不要再为我掉下无辜的眼泪了，
我不想看到你伤心的莫样。
做了那么多，我曾没后悔。
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz ):
I've miss you alot....
i tink i will pose till here coz if i post more i tink i will cry
anyway is the longest post ever ba

2009-05-21T06:17:00.000-07:00

Today
i m stupid v stupid v v stupid lor...
haiz sian la dumb ass me

2009-05-20T03:50:00.000-07:00

Sunday
went ah ma hse den bball
win all xDDDD
ply untill nite
den saw SOMEONE i don quite like
dey are staring at me as if i scared...
haha walk past dem take off my clothes lol xDDDD
after dat went home 10 plus le hahaha

Monday
hav a great quarrel wif my brother
everything my fault ...
he and my mother all say me.
i say i dono oso kna scold.
haiz...
after dat went to jog
first time run so long
thx to my frens who accomapnied me by bicycle
after dat go buy water
den do my sets den bball xDDDD
all lose ):
diff team wif my frens
went home 9 plus

Tuesday
MT intensive till 6 v bored
went home, went out again do MT homework

Wednesday
Haiz...
upset, v upset, v v upset...
dono why haiz....
v sad ...
all my fren all say bad tings
bday coming
my wish is to go to a place where it is v special to me alone ba...
haiz..... :(

2009-05-16T03:38:00.000-07:00

Today haiz v v sian
dota nvr win untill ):
v sian ah haiz
hand still v pain
both hands now ):
haiz no one cares ):
if someone care dat would be better
like smsing me ??
later going bball oso
if i injured again dat would be worst..
but i like bball too much
my hand is now a burden to me...
in order to improve i muz carry on
haiz
studies oso nid to improve, and my tekken too xDDDD
haiz missing her again =x

bye bye off to bball le

2009-05-15T03:12:00.000-07:00

Friday
today is gaby birthday, happy bday xDDD
celebrated she fan bday
brothers rite we all lol xDDD
after dat bball
rain, play in the rain lol v cold =x
after dat chiong to bus stop v cold in the bus =x
injured my wrist ):
nw still v pain
haiz..

2009-05-14T05:55:00.000-07:00

Tuesday
last day of exam le quite happy
went bball
after dat injured my leg ):
v v pain lor
haiz ):

Wednesday
Went cycling wif my fren xDD
ride to sembawang beach den sembawang shopping centre
and is my fren bday
happy bday xDD
went to sun plaza
play tekken xDDD
but lose ):
after dat ride back woodlands
den my fren go home change for bball
den i ride to sembawang agn ... nth much to do
den chiong back juz in time for bball (:
win lots of matches even though i m injured (:

Thursday
haiz after school wen to the MT thing
sian... till 5
i waited for her at the bus stop juz dat she nvr appear ):

2009-05-10T21:26:00.000-07:00

Thursday
V sick ): spent 1/4 of the time using tissue
after dat went bball am i siao???? -.-

Friday
more sick den ytd. oso spend lots of time using tissue and my temp is high =x
oso went bball -.-

Saturday
dono wat to say ):

Sunday
Mother Day
go ah ma hse. yishun 100 plus block
sian ... someone ruin it -.-
first time see ah ma so sad __
cousin slack wif me at bball court share secrets only between me n him xDDD
teach me some fighting move, i will use it to protect my girl even if i noe i will risk my life
first time see him so shagg 3 days nvr slp
almost fite ytd =x

Monday
woke up dono why first ting tink of her... Haiz
dota keep losing ....
sian zzzz
wanna improve lots of tings
tekken christie and hworang
bball
study xDDD

2009-05-03T05:27:00.000-07:00

today is sunday

v bored...

friday win ppl 1v1 in dota he's a fucking noob his nick is nazthepro

LR win DP

haizzzzz exam is making me nervous -,-

saturday i dota oso win

today at causeway my tekken WIN:14 using 12 rnd of christie and 2 rnd of baek first time win so many

today try new hair style ppl say nv nice but i don tink so leh -.-! after dat change back.....

still sad but can do nth

here goes wat i sent to my brother:

I was sad, i knew nth at first. Tings changes fast, faster den wat i could imagine. Back den my world is colourless only wif black and white. At first the taste of love was sweet but now i cant explain, all i could say is worst den bitter. Love is sweet yet bitter. If i ever had the chance to reverse time i definitely would but the problem is i cant. Is my choice to step on the journey of love, i would bear the consequences. I noe i m v sad but it juz couldn't change a ting. U guys noe how i feel even when i say nth... My heart is torn in two, not even the stickyest glue can make dem back. Tears juz came dwn like razor blades, i hav cried but i m not afraid to cry. I noe dat to go on i muz break her my habbit, but can i? Can i say there is no true love in dis world? I always hav dis thought, when we love someone we would cherish dem, but as time goes wont the feeling fade? I really dono ): for now i still confuse.

Thats all the emo stuff for today.
Stay tune next time. -.-!

2009-04-26T03:19:00.000-07:00

Today is a fucking bored day -.-

slacking at arcade plying tekken -.-!

Dota oso lose become noob -,-!!

trying to improve my tekken character christine xDD -,-!!!

today is sunday haiz

sad for so long le oso no use zzzz i rmb dis ' don cry becasue it is over, smile because it has happend' is easy to say but hard to do ):

really nid someone to pull me up ok??? -.-!!!!

as usual i will work hard for bball, and o lvl dis yr really gt to work hard

Er... dats all, to all my fren thx for ur concern...

-jianhao miss her? -____-!!!!!

2009-04-11T02:08:00.001-07:00

I m sad but it cant change anything... I once said dat u muz cherish me but nw i dono le... If we can go back to the past dat will be gd but the fact is dat we cant... I had tink of u day and nite but .... Looking at the presents and the soft toys on my bed i really miss you alot.. But do you? I dono.... I hav already put u deep in my heart ... haiz ... i will wait till u change...

2009-02-25T02:09:00.000-08:00

Hello, time to post but i nth to post but i still post (:

lame rite?

ya it is

kk bb

i will work hard for o lvl i swear i aint no sweeper (:

errr....... i will train on my bball too although no training or tournament

err k dats all bye !! (:

2009-02-15T02:40:00.000-08:00

hello, long time no post le haven dead hor?

dearest- i love you

lol

hahahahahahaha

pls tell all ur frens to view my blog

2008-12-29T00:05:00.000-08:00

Happy belated bday to u
long time no post merry xmas to all and still dono wat to post
xDDDDD nice MCO lol!

2008-12-04T05:08:00.000-08:00

I dono why my blog so bored la and so nt nice maybe first time ba lol xDDDDD

To all those pro bloggers teach me sth to make dis plain blog unplaint xDDDD

WGS bball gt to chiong harder we can make it!

2008-12-04T01:15:00.001-08:00

Hello, This is Jianhao, and this, THIS, is my BLOG.
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